FreeWill Is All And Nothing
Mar. 2nd, 2017 11:52 amIn his book The Horologicon, Mark Forsyth gathered "obscure but necessary" words that he dug out of old dictionaries. One of his discoveries is a perfect fit for you right now. It's "snudge," a verb that means to walk around with a pensive look on your face, appearing to be busy or in the midst of productive activity, when in fact you're just goofing off. I recommend it for two reasons: 1. It's important for your mental and physical health that you do a lot of nothing; that you bless yourself with a healing supply of refreshing emptiness. 2. It's important for your mental and physical health that you do this on the sly as much as possible; that you avoid being judged or criticized for it by others.
And, as G. David Howard put it, the only hard part about doing nothing is knowing when you're finished.
FreeWill Sells No Wine AFTER Its Time
Jan. 7th, 2016 01:53 pmA bottle of Chateau Cheval Blanc wine from 1947 sold for $304,000. Three bottles of Chateau Lafite-Rothschild 1869 went for $233,000 apiece. The mystique about aged wine provokes crazy behavior like that. But here's a more mundane fact: Most wine deteriorates with age, and should be sold within a few years of being bottled. I'm thinking about these things as I meditate on your long-term future, Sagittarius. My guess is that your current labor of love will reach full maturity in the next 18 to 20 months. This will be a time to bring all your concentration and ingenuity to bear on making it as good as it can be. By September of 2017, you will have ripened it as much as it can be ripened.
My New Year's Resolution is to get some projects going on Amazon Studios. More about that after I recover from my current case of head crud.
FreeWill Gets Under My Skin
Mar. 5th, 2014 06:12 pmFor the itch you are experiencing, neither chamomile nor aloe vera will bring you relief. Nor would over-the-counter medications like calamine lotion. No, Sagittarius. Your itch isn't caused by something as tangible as a rash or hives, and can't be soothed by any obvious healing agent. It is, shall we say, more in the realm of a soul itch -- a prickly tickle that is hard to diagnose, let alone treat. I'm guessing that there may be just one effective cure: Become as still and quiet and empty as you possibly can, and then invite your Future Self to scratch it for you.
My brother is talking vacation...if his travelling bone is in need of exercize, then so is mine.
Speechless In Knoxville
Feb. 12th, 2014 02:49 pmI've had laryngitis for the last some days, and I wonder how long I will need to endure the condition.
I've even thought very seriously about the possibility of permanent speech loss and what that might do to what's left of my working life.
It's not like anybody's ever complimented me about my voice, or invited me to speak just to hear me talk. No, more often than not I'll be interrupted or cut off before I complete my trains of thought.
FreeWill Likes A Future With A Past
Jun. 25th, 2013 02:47 pm"The only thing that we learn from history," said the German philosopher Georg Hegel, "is that we never learn anything from history." I'm urging you to refute that statement in the coming weeks, Sagittarius. I'm pleading with you to search your memory for every possible clue that might help you be brilliant in dealing with your immediate future. What have you done in the past that you shouldn't do now? What haven't you done in the past that you should do now?
I was going to restart taking multivitamin tablets after I'd given them up for a while (since I forget how long it was it must have been a long time)...but they've gotten expensive lately. I have to be careful now because I can't swallow big honkin' horsepills like I did when I was younger.
Why I'm Not Posting Often
Oct. 21st, 2012 11:44 pm2) I caught Con Crud, which has been particularly intractable this time around. Luckily, I'm not too demoralized about that because...
3) Amazon.com has just started their "win your Wishlist" contest for the season. So I've been poking all over the Internet looking for Stuff I Want(TM). Between that and my usual Research Addiction(TM), I've been fruitlessly busy. Just the same...
4) My Internet connectivity has been its usual flaky, unreliable self.
When my Mom had to choose a Medicare health plan, she picked Cariten because she didn't want to belong to Humana as she saw Humana being nothing but trouble. Soon after, Humana took over Cariten's business in Tennessee and it has proved to be just as troublesome as she imagined.
When she went through her terminal health emergency she was at a specialty clinic (covered by Humana) that had been prescribed by her surgeon (covered by Humana) who in turn had been referred by her Humana primary care doctor. The doctor in charge of the clinic determined that Mum's condition was so critical that either he or his staff arranged an ambulance to take her to the nearest hospital (also covered by Humana). Neither Dad, nor I, had anything to do with this choice.
Now Humana wants us to pay up for her ambulance ride, with their excuses being 1) the company operating the ambulance was "out of their network" (?!) and 2) her primary care doctor (who wasn't available!) had to approve or endorse the decision to transport her by ambulance.
No matter that Medicare should be covering this transportation, because the circumstances fit the Medicare rules and requirements on the matter.
We're looking at a bill in excess of $500, and paying it would hurt us. Dad's trying to challenge the charge, but the Humana lawyers are giving him the runaround.
Meanwhile, Humana's marketing division is still sending Mum junk mail asking her to expand her coverage to include dental care and other specialty services. What stupidity!
Writer's Block: Run Along
Jun. 3rd, 2012 12:06 pmI took a walking and jogging course, and stayed with it in Florida for a while, but gave up when I moved here because the terrain isn't friendly for it. People cycle here or hike the trails rather than jog.
I did a 1.5 mile time trial in college. Took me thirteen minutes and change.
Seventeenth-century physicians sometimes advised their patients to consume tobacco as a way to alleviate a number of different maladies, from toothaches to arthritis. A few doctors continued recommending cigarettes as health aids into the 1950s. This bit of history may be useful to keep in mind, Sagittarius. You're in a phase when you're likely to have success in hunting down remedies for complaints of both a physical and psychological nature. But you should be cautious about relying on conventional wisdom, just in case some of it resembles the idea that cigarettes are good for you. And always double check to make sure that the cures aren't worse than what they are supposed to fix.
Longtime readers here know I hate tobacco. And that I also hate the mass marketing of prescription drugs. I do see modern medicine through at least a little skepticism, if not cynicism.
Dangerously Close To TMI
Apr. 21st, 2012 09:23 pmIn other words, my emotions through Mom's medical situation are steadier than my actual physical condition, tho' I'm doing what I can.
Her recovery is much like the economic recovery: it could use a lot of help, and while we're seeing progress, it's nowhere near a done deal.
Mom Update
Apr. 20th, 2012 09:28 pmI'm handling this about as well as a dull wolf like myself can.
I had a long day today, I'm looking at a longer day overmorrow, and probably a long lost weekend after that.
What I WOULD Wish On My Worst Enemy
Apr. 6th, 2012 09:11 pmAs I did a nerve in my back near my left shoulder did something I can only compare to one of Jimmy Page's theramin notes on Led Zepplin's "Whole Lotta Love". I was in superserious pain for about five minutes, and had absolutely no idea what caused it or how it could happen.
I went up to my bed and took a nap, and followed up with a tab of ibuprofen. It's mostly gone now but I feel like it could just blindside me again any second.
FP
FreeWill: Doctor's Orders
Mar. 7th, 2012 12:13 amI don't think you will need literal medicine this week. Your physical vigor should be good. But I'm hoping you will seek out some spirit medicine -- healing agents that fortify the secret and subtle parts of your psyche. Where do you find spirit medicine? Well, the search itself will provide the initial dose. Here are some further ideas: Expose yourself to stirring art and music and films; have conversations with empathic friends and the spirits of dead loved ones; spend time in the presence of a natural wonder; fantasize about a thrilling adventure you will have one day; and imagine who you want to be three years from now.
I kinda need that but I think more people around me need it more than I do. Maybe it should be a group therapy session or some.