Pilot's Log

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Just to heal from my disasters of the previous years. Try to exercize a little more self-absolution. And perhaps arrange some income if at all possible.

Got the facts from my dreams. In another reality, inhabited with another version of my being, today is my birthday, not the 15th. My wife surprised me with a birthday party at our home, with all of our friends and family attending.

I don't know who she is in this world. I don't know if she even exists here, or if so, whether our paths had ever crossed.

The home seemed familiar but it wasn't Peachtree, and CERTAINLY wasn't Rather Manor.

In that other world, I am successful in the ways that matter here. My glimpse into the other side was too brief to see what dark clouds went into the silver lining or the golden year.

But I have this intuitive thought: however jealous I may be of my other self's life, that other fellow must be jealous of mine in equal measure. So I need to know, S-Prime, what is it that you can't do that I can? What dreams of yours do I need to make true in this world? I have a New Year's Resolution coming, and I can give it to you to fill in the blank. My intuition tells me this is vitally important.

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Being mean to myself or failing to give myself some slack. I resolved to absolve myself for my past behavior for New Years this year and it hasn't worked out well at all.