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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of December 29, 2016

Walk your wisdom walk in 2017, Sagittarius. Excite us with your wisdom songs and gaze out at our broken reality with your wisdom eyes. Play your wisdom tricks and crack your wisdom jokes and erupt with your wisdom cures. The world needs you to be a radiant swarm of lovable, unpredictable wisdom! Your future needs you to conjure up a steady stream of wisdom dreams and wisdom exploits! And please note: You don't have to wait until the wisdom is perfect. You shouldn't worry about whether it's supremely practical. Your job is to trust your wisdom gut, to unleash your wisdom cry, to revel in your wisdom magic.

Some say that wisdom is wasted on the wise.  My sister wants me to apply to be a teacher, but I don't have all the credentials and would need to return to school again--if I can find one that can teach me what I need.

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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of July 7, 2016


Do you remember that turning point when you came to a fork in the road of your destiny at a moment when your personal power wasn't strong? And do you recall how you couldn't muster the potency to make the most courageous choice, but instead headed in the direction that seemed easier? Well, here's some intriguing news: Your journey has delivered you, via a convoluted route, to a place not too far from that original fork in the road. It's possible you could return there and revisit the options -- which are now more mature and meaningful -- with greater authority. Trust your exuberance.

I find that difficult to believe.  If I had been "courageous", I would have found a way to stay in Florida, where I would have had a better possibility of starting a career.  Granted, I'm only here in Tennessee because of my love for my parents and my hope to see them well.

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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of August 27, 2015

The sun and the expansive planet Jupiter are currently making a joyful noise in the sign of Virgo, which is your astrological House of Career and Ambition. This does not necessarily mean that a boon to your career and ambition will fall into your lap, although such an event is more likely than usual. More importantly, this omen suggests that you will influence luck, fate, and your subconscious mind to work in your favor if you take dramatic practical action to advance your career and ambitions.

It so happened that I applied for a position at Cirrus' new operation at Knoxville's major airport overnight.  Jet Set, me?  Who knew?

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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of December 19, 2013

Many farms in California's Tulare County grow produce for supermarket chains. Here's the problem: Those big stores only want fruits and vegetable that look perfect. So if there are brown spots on the apples or if the zucchinis grow crooked or if the carrots get too big, they are rejected. As a result, 30 percent of the crops go unharvested. That's sad because a lot of poor people who live in Tulare don't have enough to eat. Fortunately, some enterprising food activists have begun to work out arrangements with farmers to collect the wasted produce and distribute it to the hungry folks. I gather there's a comparable situation in your life, Sagittarius: unplucked resources and ignored treasures. In 2014, I hope you take dramatic action to harvest and use them.

My whole life has gone to waste so far.  I went to school and got a degree that seems to not be worth the paper on which it was printed; my work experience is spotty at best and lacks assuring qualities; my skills are either obsolete or incomplete.  It's not so much that I have something that I can exploit--somebody needs to EXPLOIT ME.

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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of August 29, 2013

James Caan is a well-known actor who has appeared in more than 80 movies, including notables like The Godfather, A Bridge Too Far, and Elf. But he has also turned down major roles in a series of blockbusters: Star Wars, Close Encounters of the Third Kind, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Kramer vs. Kramer, Blade Runner, and Apocalypse Now. I present his odd choices as a cautionary tale for you in the coming weeks, Sagittarius. Don't sell yourself short. Don't shrink from the challenges that present themselves. Even if you have accomplished a lot already, an invitation to a more complete form of success may be in the offing.


As little as I have accomplished, I don't think I'm exactly swimming in choices or opportunities.
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If you thoroughly shuffle a deck of cards, the novel arrangement you create is probably unique in all of human history; its specific order has never before occurred. I suspect the same principle applies to our lives: Each new day brings a singular set of circumstances that neither you nor anyone else in the last 10,000 years has ever had the pleasure of being challenged and intrigued by. There is always some fresh opportunity, however small, that is being offered you for the first time. I think it's important for you to keep this perspective in mind during the coming week. Be alert for what you have never seen or experienced before.

Dad is really antsy that I find some sort of going income. Filling online surveys for money, having a shop on eBay or ClickBank or Amazon.com, microgigging--none of it seems very plausible or promising.

Mum said I needed to invent an industry and be the first professional in it. I'm just looking for the box so I can think outside of it.
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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of August 9, 2012

One out of every four of us is afraid that we have missed our calling -- that we have misread our soul's code and failed to identify the labor of love that would provide our ultimate fuel for living. If you're among this deprived group, I have good news: The next six weeks will be an excellent time to fix the problem -- to leave the niche where you don't belong and go off to create a new power spot. And if you are among the 75 percent of us who are confident you've found your vocation, the next six weeks will be prime time to boost your efforts to a higher level.


You know my song, "I Wanted Wings/till I got the darned things"...

I feel like I'm in unknown territory, although things should be stable and reliable. The landscapes of my dreams are unfamiliar and make little sense to me.

Once upon a time my Mom said, remarking about my difficulties finding work, that I would probably have to invent a completely new vocation and be its first professional. I wonder how true that is...

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May. 29th, 2012 08:06 pm
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Now I realize what I should have been studying instead of Aviation Maintenance Technology at Tennessee Tech Center of Morristown: CNC Technology. There are all sorts of openings here for qualified CNC workers.

I know I don't have experience. But I wonder how much I need to learn about the discipline and how much of that learning I can do quickly.
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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of February 9, 2012

"The world is an oyster, but you don't crack it open on a mattress," said a character in an Arthur Miller play. He was referring to the idea that if you're obsessed with sex and romance, your level of worldly accomplishment may be rather low. It jibes with what a friend in my youth told me when he noticed how much of my energy was engaged in pursuing desirable females: "They don't build statues in parks for guys who chase women." I realize you may not be wildly receptive to ruminating on these matters during the Valentine season, Sagittarius. However, the omens suggest I advise you to do just that. It's a good time to fine-tune the balance between your life-long career goals and your quest for love.


Since neither my career goals nor my love goals seem to have worked out very well, maybe I just need to reset all my priorities.
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Aviation Management. Totally useless in my career. For the first ten years I had zilch experience. Then the next ten, some work experience but none in my field. Now, I'm both underqualified AND obsolete.
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I don't think I'm successful. Do any of you readers out there think I am? If so, how?
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Newport Dry Goods is still open, and still the best place in this part of Tennessee to get a Men's "sport coat".

Maybe if I got one I'd feel better about looking for work again.
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With the greater financial world--zilch.

With my parents and immediate family--everything except my car and the clothes on my back.
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The other day, I went to Gatlinburg to window shop and to just plain avoid the noise and chaos of the renovation being done to Rather Manor's bathroom. At a sports memorabilia shop, I found some keychains of FOX Sports' robot mascot Cleatus in various team colors. I may buy one eventually, but I feel little urgency.

I'd thought, on the way back to the house, to "stat" him out for wargames, as the keychain figure was of a good size for CAV, Heavy Gear and other games I could play. While looking to get started, I found something that I'd been looking for for weeks but kept missing--a concept for a marketing campaign. (I had NOT misfiled it...just that I had changed my mind about where it belonged, and the other parts of my imagination didn't get the memo!)

Back in the Nineties, I was trying to get hired by a company that imported model kits from around the world. At the time, it was the height of the real robots genre of anime, and this company sold South Korean knockoff/bootleg versions of the popular model kits of the day. My thought, as an alternative of the cliche practice of making mecha into Transformers automatons, was to make a deliberate alternative continuity in which there could be hints of the "real worlds" but not infringe on existing anime properties.

I never came up with a title for this idea. When the CAV game came along, I adapted some of my concepts for my own use, but haven't done much with it. Like many sci-fi wargame continuity creators, I am loathe to make factions "good" or "evil"--although some concepts are easy to make one way or another.

Anyway, I've come back to this because now I have the resources to take the overall concept into new and more interesting directions. Suddenly I have NINE political factions to make livery, insignia and themes for and a galaxy to redraw.
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Arrrr!

THIS HERE MANIFEST FROM SEA-ENN-BEE-SEA claim that a sea dog of my age has to sock away SEVENTEEN HUNDRED Doubloons a moon to have sufficient provision for his final voyages in life. That's more Pieces of Eight per year than I've had the joss to plunder on MY BEST YEAR! How, I wonder as loudly as a fusilade of sakers, am I supposed to scarf up that kind of treasure chest in these foul winds and nasty waves of the day?

I want to keelhaul an economist.

FP
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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of August 18, 2011

The highest unclimbed mountain in the world is Gangkhar Puensum, an almost 25,000-foot-tall beauty in Bhutan. It will remain free of human influence indefinitely, as local authorities are keen on preventing the environmental degradation that has occurred on popular peaks like Mt. Everest, where climbers have left lots of trash. What's the equivalent in your sphere, Sagittarius? The most prominent unconquered prize? The Grail that still remains elusive? The virgin treasure your quest has not yet won? According to my analysis, you now have the potential to make tangible progress toward that goal. Unlike the case with Gangkhar Puensum, there are no rules or laws preventing you.


That whole my-own-career thing is pretty high up there, along with my-own-home and my-own-love-life and my-own-family. But the goal posts have moved so far that I wonder if I'm still on the same planet with them anymore.
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Those who know me know that I've had a horrible joke of a career. Today I went back to my habit of calculating exactly how bad.

Setting my 18th birthday as Day 0 of my working life:

26 years X 40 hour weeks x 50 weeks = 52,000 hours meant to be worked...

52,000 hours x $20/hour wages/salary = $1,040,000.

So far I've only succeeded in working two years and change, and while I may have actually succeeded in earning $40,000, compared to $1,000,000 it's pathetic.

While I don't currently carry any debt with anybody else, I dread the day when I have to collect on myself.
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I went to that Job Fair in Knoxville anyway. Left my calling card with two auto parts factories (SL Tennessee and Protomet) but didn't bother with resumes or gussying myself up. The place wasn't too busy but I arrived later in the day so I probably missed the throngs.
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Earlier tonight/Tuesday I decided my morale was too low and the odds were too long for me to bother with going into Knoxville to the Job Fair today/Wednesday. After last Fall's misadventure with Tech School and retraining, I wonder if I'm qualified to do ANYTHING that is marketable. With fewer than forty companies promised at this fair, and probably thousands of other applicants coming, I doubt it's worth my time and effort.

No need to respond to this, I'm just venting because I'm tired and frustrated and sick of living in this fashion.

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