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While I was asleep this morning, one of our family friends, Jessica, was here picking up a dozen eggs that Dad had gotten her from a nearby farm as per their usual arrangements. After she left and I fell asleep again, I dreamt that Mum was there in the living room with Jessica and Dad, getting them caught up on the goings in the hereafter.

I can't remember what she said.

Besides, would you really want to know?
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I still dream of my mother just about every night. I guess she still weighs heavily on my subconscious mind.

Earlier this afternoon my internet connectivity refused to work properly so I decided to go to the area flea markets just to browse around. I pulled into the parking lot of one and in the slot next to Moonshine's there was a station wagon--and a helium balloon rested on its interior ceiling. Sure enough, I noticed a kid on his father's shoulder on his way back to the vehicle after their shopping.

Turns out today is Ascension Sunday, which commemorates the return of Jesus to Heaven following his Resurrection. Both it and Pentecost (next Sunday) are often excuses for church congregations to celebrate by releasing balloons and giving balloons to the children; since it usually coincides with the end of the secular school year it's often the end of the Sunday School year for the kids too.

I guess we're getting into a time of year I used to look forward to as a child, the transition from Spring to Summer. As an adult, that has lost a lot of meaning for me. Maybe that's the point of this "random encounter". For me, times need new meanings.
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I'm in Facebook chat conversation with my wonderful sister Lynn. We're all handling Mum's departure from our lives in different ways...tho' really there's no point in getting into details.

I was reminded of the time back when we were children, when Lynn's first cat Fluffy died. Lynn was so upset and hurting that she wrote the news opinion commentator of a local TV station--and he responded by reading some of her letter on air and expressing his condolensces to her for everybody.

On a whim I did a websearch for the name of the cat and the name of the TV station together: THIS is what came up.

The Circle of Life is a very real thing. Sometimes the next world is Heaven or Paradise, and maybe we don't see loved ones again. Or maybe we just come back to this one, in a form that befits us better and fated to find love and happiness. You know love can endure--and you know it will!--one of Mum's favorite songs from Crosby, Stills and Nash.
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Sagittarius Horoscope for week of February 17, 2011

"Better keep yourself clean and bright," said George Bernard Shaw. "You are the window through which you must see the world." Take that advice to heart, Sagittarius. This is an excellent time for you to do any necessary work to get yourself cleaner and brighter. I'm not at all implying that you're a dusty, greasy mess. But like all of us, there's a continuous build-up of foreign matter that distorts the view and that must be periodically washed away. If you do it now, your work will be extra smart and effective.


I happen to be a dusty, greasy mess. There never seems to be a good time to take a bath for me. In the day this place is too busy and at night this place is too darned cold. Shampoo and shave in the afternoon, I guess.
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Iggy Pop was on National Public Radio's "Fresh Air" again today, and he was relating a near-death experience he had in the time since the previous interview. He said that he got the whole "path of light" thing, and said the music was "insipid", "like a Tangerine Dream album".

If Heaven is "insipid" to Iggy Pop, then why would I want to go there?

On the other hand, what if the Devil is using his talents for deception to line the road to his domain in the trappings of Heaven, just to fool the souls of the innocent?

And on yet another hand, I'm wondering why I care...even at the small extent that I do. Some would argue that I don't possess a soul, due to that wonderful thought experiment that brought us the ecclesiastic concept of Limbo. Thus, if I don't have a soul, why would I have any interest in whether they exist, or whether they survive physical death?

More to come? I'm not sure.

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