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Dec. 3rd, 2009
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It was literally orgasmic. My folks were gone from the house and I found a pr0n site I could "dig" and nature took its course. You have to realize that up to then, I had been shunned by my age peers and so my sexual experiences were nil. I didn't know who I was sexually before then. So when I found out that what I felt in certain times had been sexual in reality, I felt verified and more "real". For once, I was no longer a misfit...I could belong.
It was literally orgasmic. My folks were gone from the house and I found a pr0n site I could "dig" and nature took its course. You have to realize that up to then, I had been shunned by my age peers and so my sexual experiences were nil. I didn't know who I was sexually before then. So when I found out that what I felt in certain times had been sexual in reality, I felt verified and more "real". For once, I was no longer a misfit...I could belong.
The Proof Is In The...FreeWill
Dec. 3rd, 2009 11:26 pmSagittarius Horoscope for week of December 3, 2009
"Dear Rob: I love to be proven wrong. That's not an ironic statement. I actually get excited and feel creative when I acquire new information that shows me I've been operating under a misunderstanding. One of my very favorite life moments occurs when I am convincingly liberated from a negative opinion I've been harboring about someone. As you can tell, I'm quite proud of this quality. The way I see it, emotional wealth and psychological health involve having so much self-respect that I don't need to be right all the time. -Sagittarian Freedom Fighter." Dear Freedom Fighter: Thanks for your testimony. The capacity you described is one that many Sagittarians will be poised to expand in 2010. And this is an excellent week for them to start getting the hang of it.
This kind of thing has been true for me for years. I want more evidence that the world isn't as screwed up as it looks from the headlines and the op/ed commentators and the dittoheads. I want some sure signs that things will get better. My capacity for worry got max'ed out and I can't count on the factory to make more--and besides, it tastes awful.
"Dear Rob: I love to be proven wrong. That's not an ironic statement. I actually get excited and feel creative when I acquire new information that shows me I've been operating under a misunderstanding. One of my very favorite life moments occurs when I am convincingly liberated from a negative opinion I've been harboring about someone. As you can tell, I'm quite proud of this quality. The way I see it, emotional wealth and psychological health involve having so much self-respect that I don't need to be right all the time. -Sagittarian Freedom Fighter." Dear Freedom Fighter: Thanks for your testimony. The capacity you described is one that many Sagittarians will be poised to expand in 2010. And this is an excellent week for them to start getting the hang of it.
This kind of thing has been true for me for years. I want more evidence that the world isn't as screwed up as it looks from the headlines and the op/ed commentators and the dittoheads. I want some sure signs that things will get better. My capacity for worry got max'ed out and I can't count on the factory to make more--and besides, it tastes awful.