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It was literally orgasmic. My folks were gone from the house and I found a pr0n site I could "dig" and nature took its course. You have to realize that up to then, I had been shunned by my age peers and so my sexual experiences were nil. I didn't know who I was sexually before then. So when I found out that what I felt in certain times had been sexual in reality, I felt verified and more "real". For once, I was no longer a misfit...I could belong.
It was literally orgasmic. My folks were gone from the house and I found a pr0n site I could "dig" and nature took its course. You have to realize that up to then, I had been shunned by my age peers and so my sexual experiences were nil. I didn't know who I was sexually before then. So when I found out that what I felt in certain times had been sexual in reality, I felt verified and more "real". For once, I was no longer a misfit...I could belong.