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Weird Craziness
Jun. 11th, 2007 03:48 pmIt seems that my waking and sleeping selves are warring over the whole of my experiential self. Overnight, I'd fall asleep, wake up suddenly, fall back asleep suddenly, so often it was jarring and upsetting.
What I can remember from my dreams...or I should say, what I'm taking from them...my current circumstance (which part of my blames on my family, tho' I really feel I have only myself to blame) won't let me take back anything that had been taken from me. But everything that WAS mine that was taken from me was mass-produced, and what was meant for me were commodities that anybody with the means could buy.
So what is me that isn't mass-produced? What is me that isn't a commodity? What is me that I have made myself?
I can't easily answer that question, and that worries me.
FP
What I can remember from my dreams...or I should say, what I'm taking from them...my current circumstance (which part of my blames on my family, tho' I really feel I have only myself to blame) won't let me take back anything that had been taken from me. But everything that WAS mine that was taken from me was mass-produced, and what was meant for me were commodities that anybody with the means could buy.
So what is me that isn't mass-produced? What is me that isn't a commodity? What is me that I have made myself?
I can't easily answer that question, and that worries me.
FP
